ok well i probally should have put this in my last entry but f*** it all i can do what i want in this journal, ne ways, the boat is nice we are on are way down the illinois water way, hopefully to make it to the gulf coast, i'm sure i'll run into the faulkner side of my family lol, uncle ben and david have so muhc fun shit that everybody should be fine :D lol. damn i got to show somebody how to drive this thing, i'm getting tired, max or mark should be able to handle it. truthfully anybody should but i'm going to get the younger boys learned on this shit. They do have a better chance at survival, and it will be more usefull to them. hell they are barely adults.... they shoudln't have to go through this its not fair to them. they should have had an easy life, and had lots of babies. but no this shit happened, its not right, though at least i was expecting it! i'm going to start teachin them everything i know. if ne body deserves the right to live its the younger kids.... this is all f****d up, cant say as i wasn't ready for it, but truth be told i really thought that it would be nuclear or some other shit that cuased "armageddon" oh well, i guess really i'm just not used to being right lol... f*** it all, who cares if i die, well amanda would but i havn't heard from her. and you know what we ran into cliff again and he's not a complete zombie but soemthing diff.... maybe if i turn i wont be either and they can at least keep me around to be usefull if i'm not useful i hope they pop my usueless body and get rid of me.... anywyas we'll manage one way or the other.....